Lost within a labyrinth among all the right soulsDays turned to months 

months turned to years

Fond of each moment counting all the joyous tears. 

Times we strayed apart but never the red web strings have severed us from the heart.

There will always countless roads that steer us home on a path we started on together.  

That will last forever.

We always said we would find eachother
We threw in the towel.

But the wind used our towels as a flags

Waving in the distance. 
*just a little further….See!!!

We’re almost home now*
STEFFEN

Welcome to the 5th. The truth, the Golden era myth. The soon to be more than equivalent days of AtlantisThe days of magic and nights of fascination. Imagination is playground for instant manifestation. Close your eyes tune in to the Frequency of light, heavens radio station. 

Docked in locked in tell me what’s your location. Meet you in the ethereal wearing gold and white robes. Diamond hearts and sacred fires hidden within your sacred God space.

The fountain of youth waits to be held

CALL TO ST GERMAINS VIOLET FLAME FOR PURITY AND TRUTH.

I CAN SHOW YOU THE DOOR BUT YOU MUST RUN THROUGH.

OPEN MINDS BRING MORE TRUTHS

STOP LOOKING THROUGH THE PEEP HOLE. THE KEY WAS MEANT FOR YOU.

Scriptures in bibles 

sacred texts set a blaze like confidential files

legions of spirits in denial 

trapped under the hills 

Insanity 

Gate entry to the labratory

underground isles, where are the exits

a path that follows to nowhere within a thousand miles

Death for the dead

Count your blessings 

scrambled phrases, eat your wine and drink your bread.

Torture with the use of ancient tools 

imobolized

dipped in lava pools with the horns of mutated bulls 

in this place their are no rules for pain 

JUST PAINFUL RULES
JUNE2003  

Last night together piercing foggy
sidewalks downtown in partylife lights and dancing silhouettes. She looked in his eyes, with a single glitter  tear
-Softly spoken-
Promise me you wont forget. 

…Never forget.

last night to stroll together piercing foggy sidewalks downtown in partylife lights and dancing silhouettes. She looked in his eyes, a tear in her eye.-Softly spoken Promise me you wont forget. 

…Never forget.

He sits there alone watching his secret lover pretend to love another thinking “She wants me more than he. With every minute that is spent with him she desires to be with me. He’s clueless that the other guy is sitting in the same setting.

HOPING, BETTING on the fact she leaves with ME. FOR GOOD!!! 

Ive had way to much to drink maybe ill leave after one more.”
The onesided couple girl
“Uh, how do I tell him I dont want this anymore ?

how do I even form the words?

ive spent way too much time somewhere id rather not be.

(she makes eye contact with the reason her heart beats in cupid sync)

Dont worry my love I promise it wont be as long as I said i wouldnt be(sigh)

(with eyes still glued to the screen)whats the matter with you???

…nothing ,Im gonna use the rest room”

(she signals guy #2)

He stumbles to his feet like a clumsy drunk 
trying to play it off like theres something wrong with the bar seats.
Hey baby!!!

Heyyy (whispering like teenagers up after bedtime on the phone)

“did you tell him?? he doesnt look to upset 

why isnt he upset???…

(She looks away with wandering eyes)

you havent told him yet??”

” noooo not yet I dont know how to”

!!!do you want me to tell him

cause ill tell him !!…HEY ITS OVER BUDDY!!!!

NO!!! ILL DO IT…JUST NEED
Dont say more time cause its been 3 months since youve been saying that.
(she rolls her eyes)
I know i know. 

just kiss me real quick hurry.

(frustated shaking his head he leans in for a teasers wet one)
And thats why im still here.GOOD LORD!!!!
(she pushes him away with fear that she could be caught for being away to long)

what are you worried about???
(his forhead scrunched up as she disappears into the restroom)
I dont get it

She tells me she longs to getaway,shes falling in love with who I am

but concerned about how he feels

WTH!???

something isnt right

weve been doing this for way to freaking long.

its like…Im the one being played here.

Am I being played here???? 

HEYYYYYY

IM BEING PLAYED HERRRREEE.

TO BE CONT

Its been 6 six years

still shedding old tears

flash backs regressions

catapult me into a deep depression

memories creep into my dreams only to awaken me to the obvious reality

Below zero sheets during mid summer nights heat combined with the ambience of a CD on repeat
3 o clock in the morning staring at a powerless tv screen.
Lights from the sidewalk slip passed the blinds swinging in slow motion

from the unfulfilled breaths in exhalation I struggle to find.

From 6 years ago

These windows of mine crave that angelic face

These arms of steal long to hold you at the waist
6 years ago
The chemistry of perfume and skin

the elixir you excrete from the neck I’d just die to taste again

Id just die again and again

and again and again. 

For one taste.

but……ive slowly been losing my mind since
 6 years ago
You’ve been in the front of my mind

since love colored everything I know blind

and ever since love has died youve been in the back of my mind
I guess it would be pointless to ask if I cross your mind

considering its been such a long time
WELL???  Do I?????
you’re my imaginations first happy thought

yesterdays today and probably tomorrows continuing sorrow
All I have it seems is a possibility, a half full bottle of brandy

and a broken dream

you would think drinking would numb or ease the pain 

the slowmotion

but I see that disorientation is hopeless

when trying to forget
 6 years ago 

Here I stand somewhere in hour glass sands 

The same sands where we dance under Alcyone rays with clapsed hands.

I’m told there is no time but I’m also told to wait the 3 Neptune rotations or until the neighbors align in trine.

The event shall rattle you from a slumber shaking the hemispheres and parting life blood beds.

Tides shall swallow cities as fire from the belly of dragons engulfs its enemies.

How is it you have open arms for someone like myself 

are you scared of the thought of lonilness

when I run you chase maybe its another case of cat and mouse

when it rains you drag me into your being

I cant seem to break out 

when you are force feeding candy love

Coaster emotions

you hate the things I say and do

but its obvious my antics are rubbing off on you

so now its a game waiting the climax

with me chasing you

im stuck in the middle

unable to label

if this is good or bad karma

feed a stray and guarantees are promises they wont leave

I think its my turn for you to pay mind.

Echoes through the night passing a square holding the cresent view of the moon  

lingering fragrance of an absent pearly girl

bed sheets hold your shape if i could only replay 

 why they look this way

The passion races
3 am kisses and MTV reruns 

body temperature bed and pretzel legs

summer night heat waves 

the lovebirds cave

timeless eye gazes finding unscripted thoughts

through hearts skipping paces 

the passion races.
Dancing in eachothers dreams daring to describe the deep details deemed 

sacred stolen now vulnerable victims to eachothers unspoken vows

3 words that invade once heard

The passion races
For 2 to witness the core scapes without tantric play 

a title must be given.

The passion races

A title worthy for figures on a triple tiered cake in

The passion races.