Fields of gold

Where ever you areMy love

I’m right here waiting

Tuned in to my internal speaker

You whisper parables

Broken veils. 

Snap shots through the ether

White dress in the wind

Features so timeless 

I’ll settle for now 

To be the watch

This side of the glass

Hoping for eye contact

Waving my arms 

As earth time has to pass.

To love to hold

To see you

Walking through fields of gold

For you I blaze a pink candle

As you walk through fields of gold

Just a Mirage 

Just a mirage of U.N.I.

Do you 

      mind if I send you the remaining pails of U.N.I 
Forgive me if these word

 Are jumping 

                    Lines

 oceans in these eyes

Blurring where

                        I should write

Let me pull myself together 

💧💦

Once again for U.N.I

I swear I’m just being honest 

I miss those 

         clear 💦

                 sky diamond eyes

And that 💦

          spiral 

               💦pasta 💧

                       hair💦

I’m stuck somewhere in a future time

Of U.N.I.

 Sour Oranges

I fall in love with the wrong ones just to feel alive 

Scratching my head when it’s no surprise with butterfly lies

Maybe I’m addicted to the opposite of puppy love highs

Constantly wondering when I’ll hear goodbye

So I watch the sky hoping to feel alive

It’s me and Ed Sheeran screaming 

ALLLL BYYY MYYSELF 

IM HERE AGAIN

I’m druuunk again

All by myself

All by myself

To feel a little love again

Steffen

Red queen

Come to me, come to me tell baby where have you been

I’ve been reaching through darkness I’ve been sinning through seeking 

Singing lullabies to the moon passed dove cries

Trying to make you love me

I’m not innocent and I’m not perfect 

Just want someone to love a king

 don’t judge me

We’re all good bad and ugly

I guess this is what makes me ME

It will all subside

When you swim through tides of lonely nights 

To cArry me away in those starry eyes.

Tell me everything will be alright

“I’m here… everything IS alright”

Am I 

Am I doing this right 
am I…???
In conjunction with our heart timelines
I’ve been up all night thinking n driving where might I hope to find you 
I was given a simple clue 
Now I’m afraid to make a move 
Cause what ever I do may cause me to miss you. 
I don’t wanna miss you
Stressing if I’m too late and just missed you
 I don’t know if I’ve even met you.
Have I met you??
Am I doing this right???
Am I out of my mind for wanting something I’m already destined for???
Its cruel to show someone a door that forever comes through
Am I 
Am I doing this right 
Am I 
No time no date 
Just have to stare and wait for you