Can’t you just hold me. For a moment, just pause. 

As if nothing is happening and nothing is wrong. 

Take it all in, the scent of my hair, my heart beating against you, the warmth of my embrace. 

Now, exhale and let it all out. 

Tell me everything you can so I can soak it all in. The good the bad and the ugly. I need to hear this now. 

No pretty pictures, no filters. 

Then,

Let me break there in your arms.
I can’t. I won’t let us break. I won’t.

I’m cracking at the seams.

What if…we shatter together 

what if we just merge into each others form.

Twinsouls glowing. Perfection showing.

I smell you, that lily rose jasmine passion.

Share it with me. I’ll share what I can.

 Sandalwood amber sage. Let me cleanse our energies. 

This is perfection, the good bad and the ugly. Beauty and the beast. 

I… I can barely breathe . Inhale for me. Bleed for me. Be the heart beat. Be my everything. 

I have no filter no false pictures. I’m breaking into a thousand pieces catch me in those nurturing loving arms. 

Where I know I’m safe and sound.

Only without your lips will I find harm.

Lost and never found.

No rhyme or reason, no will no desire. After our demise, the shadows crept in and embraced me as their own. 

I had no reason to fight them anymore. 

That ache that had left me lonely and alone, even when there you lie next to me…

I’m Gone forever now and so are you. just a picture in my mind. 

And these tear stained pillows

Tell stories of the weather. 

The shaking from a single body missing 

Pieces missing tethered to blackness 

What happened. Why does it seem when love is there comfort is there you don’t realize it. It’s like it never happened when you reflect yet the time is still passing.

But I’m no longer dancing nor just acting.

This time it’s real.

Someone or thing stole.

My time.

Cause. Now it’s just me.

Just me reflecting

Dreaming, walking, wandering… They say not all who wander are lost. So when I wander into your dreams, maybe, just maybe I’m supposed to be there. Your subconscious has wished me there, hoping to send a message for when you wake. There’s something here; maybe friends maybe foes maybe star crossed lovers one may never know. So for now, my dear, beautiful soul… Close your eyes, lose control, and I will meet you there…
By A. Wright

Are you doing this magic intentionally

I can feel the ritual your doing

or is it the thinking with intensity

are you dreaming are you walking through dimensions in dreams

sneaking around astrally

lurking for the part I cant 3D see

this unawakened part of me denying what the other part believes

Oh baby this energy is overwhelming

your thoughts are heavy on this body

Aimee

Aimee

Control yourself cause I cant seem to control myself

Tell me

Here nor there but I can see who you are and whats happening internally

The eye within is single so im filled with light

probably why you found me in the first thirsty place

Is this true

Aimee

Or is it just me craving the light body I see.

So this is what it feels like when someone changes their mind

when youve got plans for a life.

I dont think I’m thinkng this type of thinkings enough

for you to understand

You cant burn me and shake it off.

A little more hold on

This is what it feels like when the shit your dealt can no longer be put up

Ill fold my cards for comets and stars

you can keep the diamonds and spades

this isnt a game I think I wanna play

No need to contemplate

So there you have it

Thats what it feels like.

Feel likes lava right

Its okay…just sip it slow.

Would I be out of line if I asked you to take me back

Wait!!!

Dont turn your back on me

Please just hear me

2 minutes. “Thats all I hope I need”

We’ve been together for 3 years, we’ve made a child.

you been wrong, i’ve been wrong

That doesnt mean we’re broken forever.

I set my pride aside for what this is worth, eye to eye.

Yes I know I was wrong I already admitted that.

….Baby WAIT!

STOP. WILL YOU STOP JESUS WAIT A MINUTE!

This is crazy you are being selfish

(maybe you are just foolish)  yeah maybe that too.

Wait wait wait So your telling me that its okay for you to cheat and be forgiven

but its not for me.

I forgave you like ….REMEMBER??

OH SO NOW YOU DONT REMEMBER??? WHAT?!

I think you owe me.

How did it feel when you did it??? And you were sobbing for me to forgive you AND I

was about to leave

( That was 2 years ago)

SOO!!!!

The sky is falling

everyone is saying its the end

But our story is only beginning.

There are no credits rolling

I only see coins for this game of love and I intend to keep

playing. While the ones on the side walk watch the sky as its falling.

If today were the day to die. This death would be beautiful

on cloud 9.

We are crazy high as it is nothing is changing its forever you n I

We are already apart of the sky tonight.

Lets fly away. Theres much chaos n cries coming

from the ones on the sidewalk

awaiting doom in their gloom.

But not for you n I, not this time

We travel the stars not the sidewalk.

I promise this is the last time I let you leave

everytime you go you take pieces

creating cutting creases and cuddles seem to cease at the seam, always been the better part of bitter me my buttercup twin soul my sweet siamese

I guess that would be the reason my heart and lungs operate in the 50 percent capacities.

yet I still feel you as if you have filled my empty unease

I tell you its not as easy as you would think it be.

Just try being as empty as I, wait…you cant even understand that.

from my prospective you have everything.

The all of the other have of we

I mean us

I mean me

or you.

See nothing makes sense when somethings missing.

No one would believe us if we told them what we’ve seen

what we’ve seen

They would only think that what we speak of is merely a coincidental dream

the evidence is in the flesh

listen to the music playing in sync inside our chest

truth is in the eyes of those who truly see

brighter than the sun yet deeper than the seas.

Its the space between

where the heart has a reality inside harmony.

Thats why they dont believe us.

They’ve never heard 2 hearts sing with ecstasy.

I not gonna try and prove anything.

You are the only prove I need 

Existing in the space between

Somewhere there is a train waiting to take us away somewhere there is a piece of inspiration that will carry us away, maybe where we need to be is a place that no one could ever find us you or me. Imagine us…somewhere lost under these sheets as the train in the distance gets further. Just the sound of wheels and rails and the warmth of 2 bodies. Your eyes are twinkling.Maybe I’m just crazy and maybe your just beautiful.

The train has faded. And so have you.

Sweet dreams. The moon has nothing on this view.