Come to me, come to me tell baby where have you been

I’ve been reaching through darkness I’ve been sinning through seeking 

Singing lullabies to the moon passed dove cries

Trying to make you love me

I’m not innocent and I’m not perfect 

Just want someone to love a king

 don’t judge me

We’re all good bad and ugly

I guess this is what makes me ME

It will all subside

When you swim through tides of lonely nights 

To cArry me away in those starry eyes.

Tell me everything will be alright

“I’m here… everything IS alright”

Am I doing this right 
am I…???
In conjunction with our heart timelines
I’ve been up all night thinking n driving where might I hope to find you 
I was given a simple clue 
Now I’m afraid to make a move 
Cause what ever I do may cause me to miss you. 
I don’t wanna miss you
Stressing if I’m too late and just missed you
 I don’t know if I’ve even met you.
Have I met you??
Am I doing this right???
Am I out of my mind for wanting something I’m already destined for???
Its cruel to show someone a door that forever comes through
Am I 
Am I doing this right 
Am I 
No time no date 
Just have to stare and wait for you

Your my 4 letter word like 4everKeep me warm

my arms in the sleeves of your sweater together we’re better 

true royalty like lords.

I see you through 3 eyes pure clarity for triangular trinity 

We roll doubles cause we coupled

Just a couple 2 cards 2aces from 2far out galaxy spaces corded to the heart tied tight tonite like shoe laces 

You call me Neo, fresh out the rabbit hole the matrix the white rabbit holds 

I’d risk it all for you

Understand my love I’m the One 

Not only under sheets when 2 become 1

Now follow thee wing girl fly with me

Your maverick top gun gps tomtom

While we cruise I’ll fly and you’ll glide with Jupiters rocket shoes.
Steffen

Who are all these faces
Different places so many cases
Young n Old in landscapes and unknown spaces
Beautiful boys n girls pretty babies
So many precious shades in races
I Dont understand how one can be racist.
Amazing souls appear within
searching for answers
In my minds eye I make promise
Its gonna be just fine.
They all smile for the assistance im greatful to provide
But I still wonder Who Am I
To be such a guide.
Thoughts from a moment in time on my timeline.
STEFFEN

Scorpio skies

Hungry eyes

As i lay here thinkin bout you
Tryin to deny this love I feel for you

I stare at you in my minds eye
As you stare back speak telepathically
“DONT DENY, I WANT YOU AS MUCH AS YOU FEEL ME”

I feel you like passion breathed upon my neck. You are close, way too close.
The heart wont detach from what it yearns for. This heart yearns for those lips, swaying hips that dance near the fireplace tipsy from red wine and an invisible intoxicating presence with toxic cherry lips.

Hungry eyes. These hungry eyes wont deny
This love inside. Yanking at the chains.
Youve locked me in.
INSIDE THAT BEAUTIFUL MIND.
THE LABYRINTH OF LOVE
IN YOUR EYES.
SHOULD I BE TERRIFIED
I CANT ESCAPE THESE LOVE LANDMINES.
Hypnotic eyes
THAT BLOCK THE WORLD OUTSIDE.
WHILE CHAINED TO MY OWN ISLANDS PARADISE…

I JUST CANT HELP THOSE MAGICAL EYES.

When the bullet doesnt fire, when knot in the noose magically slips. When the egde of the razor dulls before kissing the wrist. Who answers the questions to why cant I do this after the unanswered prayer of will you help me through this. Another day will come when the destined bullet  the fixed knot the replaced razor will answer   Destiny’s fate. For now we beat at our breastplates. 300 would never win this battle within.  World War Within.                                                                                                                                   

How can it be when I close my eyes your right behind these lids closing the distance of current reality.  Maybe its a fantasy that to quick to catch crazy curious cupid implanted in me. I guess that explains the rhythm of this irregular heartbeat. You can see it in my feet dancing in the street. Howling at the moon in a pitch black big white room. Crazy they labeled me as I flew over a nest where the normal call us coocoo. Im not deranged im intune to view the angel within my dilated pupils mystical view. Im never alone cause the doctor said he sees you too in all my cat scans.    

Lying in my bed I hear the winds whistle. The palm trees sway resembling crashing tides. I stare into the fireplace with my eyes closed, Reflecting on the way the fire made your shadow dance through the glass of red wine. Hold on to the small things is what you would always say. Making heart shapes with your hands on to the wall in a fire lit room. Crazy how I’m just now realizing how much love was here in this room that night and how the heart shadow you made was red through the fire in the wine. Wow. That same heart is still there not only in my mind but also in these tears that fall. You would think that love still lived here from the heart on my pillow, my sheets and deep in the fabrics of this mattress. I wonder if you’ll find your way back to love with the trail of tears I’ve left in this town.